I bring this up tomorrow, when he's sober and he'll admit it was stupid. I'm so sick of this bullshit. He gets all catty, and acts like he's the goddamn king of the fucking hill. Little boy. Stupid, stupid little boy. "Yeah, I might be nice to you when you're sober, but that's only because I feel sorry for you." --this was said after I brought up how he always has to eat his words when we sober up. If I dare to bring this up, for some kind of retribution, he'll go "Why do you want to fight with me, Veronica." I DON'T want to fight. FOR FUCKS SAKE. I want to stop this from happening again. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO IMMATURE. Thanks, Adam. God you talk so much bullshit. Grow some maturity. He knows he has all the money so he can afford to talk shit. He uses it against me, and at the same time tells me he doesn't want me to get a job. It's unbelievable to me how someone can be so manipulative. So ridiculously nice, just to turn around and use that against me. He'll take me out to dinner, then later on call me a 'dumb bitch', and I'll call him a jack-ass, then he'll continue the decent into the ludicrous pit because I'm suddenly ungrateful. I see. You have all the money so I'm supposed to let you get away with acting however selfish you want. No wonder your mother was crazy. You fucking made her that way. 20:30 "I hope you find someone else" "you're right you can't talk about how you feel.", these are a few gems I've dealt with in the past hour. Granted these are synopses of what's been going down. I'm a bit frayed about what to do now. He, I guess, vaguely said (and this is loosely paraphrased and should be take as such, as well as considering I stated the prior) "Yeah, if I found a girl that didn't criticize my driving or how I walk (into people) in public, maybe I would take her (over you)". Anyone from a mile away would tell me "Veronica, you're not right being here, this is not good for you, you need out". My next question to them would be "But what do I do????" *insert really big frowny face*

"all I want is for you to be happy". "I just want you to smile."